My Damned Fate

I see you everyday
No matter where I am
There you are
Towering

I often ponder
How it will be
To ascend your red steps
Ahhh....I can breathe!

The air here is so dense
So humid & stale
I feel like I am choking
Sometimes it's too hard to tell

Cryptic messages
Try to understand
You are omnipotent
I know you will discover my plan

Paul says "Let it be"
Beatles fan?
I'm not too sure
Let's wait and see...shall we?

My words are many
They are never ending
Long after I'm gone
They will forever be telling

Oh how it will be
To finally be "earthly dead"
So that I can be with my Lord
I'll lay in my golden, transparent bed

By your side
I will always stay
Watching out
Waiting

No promises
Or "Until next time" my dear
For I will be of spirit
And will make myself clear

When we finally meet again
It will be the start of my new life
But when will this old one end?
Might it be tonight?

But you of course know
That I will always keep my word
For as long as I can
God....this hurts

But I am content in knowing
That I am leaving behind
A world where I couldn't have you
For a world that is Divine

New start
New meaning
Let's walk, let's talk....eventually
Yes...that would be worth it all

Always remember
That you never failed me
I was a doomed soul already
I was but a shell

Please do not greive
Please do not cry
I am with God now
And I can fly!

My heart will go on
My feelings for you will never end
Always remember that
For we will meet again...