Ya don't say?

Well, The Beatles must not be cool
You've shown that to me...
But I don't fault you
You have a job to do

Waivers need to be signed
Processes
Forms
Bullshit

Why have I been forsaken?
Why don't I just pull the plug?
Take me off of life support already...
I'm terminal

Those red stairs are hot today
They need to cool down
Or else I can't ascend
Ascend to my much wanted end

It's hard to beathe
So fucking hard
I'm in soo much pain
I just want it all to go away

Surely you can understand that
Can't you?
There's nothing left here for me
No dreams, no aspirations

It's fucked
It's all fucked
Why stay?
Why live in torment?

Besides
There's one thing
One thing worth living for
And I can never have it

This is how it was supposed to be
It's my fate
It's not a secret to God
And it's not a secret to you

Read between the lines
Well, read all of them
When you do you will find
What is to come in due time

You've been a blessing to my life
But you've also been a curse
A taste of things that should've been
But were never part of the plan

Why is life so cruel?
I finished school
Why all of these fucking lessons?
They suck hardcore

Please be content in knowing
That I never meant to hurt you
We probably should've never met
It makes this more difficult my dear

The pieces are here
Put them together
Seek your closure
I didn't leave you without notice

Look for the clues
I have sent them to you
But of course
Accessing this means you know

Cryptic messages
Fun aren't they?
I have enjoyed leaving them
Helped to pass the time